未知未觉

Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm in pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel I'm getting old before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught to take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can to be a better man
Once you've found that lover you're homeward bound
Love is all around love is all around
I know some have fallen on stony ground
But love is all around 

it happens to me when i found all my world had left nothing but you, every one's broadcasting their interesting, rebounding, energic life,  suddenly i feel left behind. the hostress in a talk show with Vivian talking about her love history  prompt a question, to ask her make 3 sentences with"if...................,then................."
    Vivian is an smart lady , she made the 1st sentence by"if i havn't been in Janpan ,then i wouldn't meet him (her ex-boyfriend)"
   then she closed this game by"if i haven't come to this show, i wouldnot bring all these memories to myself"

if, then...................
if not, then........................

i used to like these 2 words, it's beautiful 'cause it gives us many possibilities, now it seemed to me so much regeret in there.

but now i have to chance but just move ahead, with the belief that i will become a smart ,strong,charming woman ,a better woman.

[good good study , day day up][i believe you can ,you definetly can!]

for all those friends care about me, please welcome warmly , 'cause i'm back to you now, i decide to find the lost me, be alive again.